Pandemic Artist Relief 2

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Toys 02:24
they’re building shiny new toys in the factory and I’m collecting them all for the world to see when toys live in my room, I feel complete sitting up on my shelves all nice and neat all of the items we outgrow will pile up someplace far from home
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1015 02:36
she lost her mind in a sub-prime home left her heart in a kodachrome lost her mind in a sub-prime home left her heart in a kodachrome a sick coyote in a cul-de-sac your baby’s playing on a railroad track her future’s fading, can’t bring it back take me off your list she lost her mind in a sub-prime home left her heart in a kodachrome lost her mind in a sub-prime home left her heart in a kodachrome
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baited breath waiting on the other shoe to drop stock shot succeeded panic flag panic flag bad magic bad magic memory status memory status false memories active dial 311 for more info if you or a loved one have been victim to systematic fascism you may be entitled to financial compensation times throttled times throttled thread thread thread thread thread speculative system time faults shut down copyright bad magic bad magic times throttled times throttled false memory active false memory active speculative system time faults shut down and out go the lights who makes your money? who makes you money? jesus saves and i spend i got the static value i got the loopholes red flag red flag system hungry system starving red herring system boot knives fucking out transaction insufficient currency currently if you make 3 or more payments for face down for face debt fail system fail safe in the red thread thread thread thread thread thread active memory pressure false memory active active memory pressure false memory active active memory pressure false memory active active memory pressure false memory systematic who makes your money? who makes you money? jesus saves and i spend dipping back to stay ahead of the curve what you gonna do when you cash that check cashback and rebate for all the “i told you so’s” you already got your hazard pay and its ok cause your god is making the hard choices that you posture to make right? gimme a break playing black jack with each others health is a hell of a horse to place bets on market trend market trend fail safe fail system in the red false memory active if you have a question or complaint please feel free to choke yourself on it and i don’t buy it i don’t buy it i don’t buy it i don’t buy it and i want my money back who makes your money? who makes you money? jesus saves and i spend
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Cold Sweat 01:37
when a whole clique agrees you're dishonest like the police that means piranhas and sharks border waters under the trees a bucket of fleas, causing infections and diseases skin lesions, broken secrets turn into treason if a whole group hates me, hypothetically, it'd escape me don't have time to waste on babies, can't stand concepts of a fake me when a name's tainted, by an ill-acquainted pack of hating bacteria stained parasites, despite all that was taken i don't give two fucks, i'm out of pocket like card payments knuck or buck, uppercut your ass until your heart racing tapered spacing, car races, slow your airflow down this state of mind is mine, ian bows down for the new crown in west virginia, well that's as out there as new mexico the reticle turn you vegetable when my trigger go let it blow i flex the bow, causing ketchup glow under my feet and toes and recent joes getting themselves caught up for telling sheepish jokes my vision is palpable, but i didn't drop an album though cause my ambitious ass couldn't pass the test of mouth and nose and dalton made the competition stiffer, shit, so i suppose that imma need to raise the bar again and let my shadow show i'm roaming through the catacombs, my reign is like seattle's though i been underground so long that i need a new addy yo i hide my face, no billy woods, can't look at the mirror straight up i just talk through shitposts and whatever lyrics i made up
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These Days 01:10
i’m barely holding on my mind keeps running on and on don’t let it get away get a grip before it’s gone libations in the park seven devils running in the wind i hear them cheering me so happy that i’ve sinned no breaking character hit the safe word if you wanna go i’m down if you are down but maybe we should take it slow i’m barely holding on these days keep dragging on and on
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has anyone seen what’s there to do? we see the world and it can be cruel we see that love sees what’s in for you? if nothing then it will kill your mood baby where are you you still need your shoes you still need your mind to have the time of your life you wanna go show all of your love? you wanna go see it might be tough you wanna feel how it’s gonna be? to be on the other side of green and down you go someway feeling not awake fight the mode kid flame you still see it shines
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Half Control 03:23
your friends have let you go home and you've nothing left exactly but finding out quite quickly that the night has gone without you buy a ticket to the rta and hide inside your pullover and watch the billboard flit over the work toiling students till you're whisked away oh you're worked day and day far away from the light of day now looking out the window feel a million miles away feel a smirk or satisfaction run across your shadowed face cause the darkness of your reflection is looking right back at you and you barely the shape that's shifting with the gears below you're whisked away oh you're worked day and day far away from the light of day
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names and faces, floating traces memories of the lives we wasted weighing heavy in the air empty halls and burning buildings deadly plague and brutal killings state of the nation's disrepair sidewalks full of apparitions phantom figures, fading visions death surrounds the neighborhood somewhere in these empty streets is desperate pain and no relief there is no trust, it's understood in uniforms blue white and red dropping bombs and shooting lead you better free your mind instead nightmares screaming of the dead silent terror, restless bed you better free your mind instead counter-culture from the bottom starts with voices of the young disregarded in their day generation isolated looking ever more frustrated taking any kind of change in uniforms blue white and red dropping bombs and shooting lead you better free your mind instead nightmares screaming of the dead silent terror, restless bed you better free your mind instead
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funeral expense commercial kids cutting birthday cake i am the jealous one i remember that shirt i got a bunch of bleach on it i liked it that way too i am an ugly brunette i want to have a lonely child i'll be patient with you that's the way the garden grows and the gardener forgets
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glow worms show the path we have to tread dreamers, we should be asleep in bed moving slowly through the springtime air holding moments in the depth of care whisper fairy stories till they're real wonder how the night can make us feel loving, living more with love to stay long past sadness that was in our way dawntime mist begins reflecting light waking sun, we'll soon forget our night love me through the day and i'll with you go into summer and the next year's snow
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the creaking by my bedside, it’s all inside my head i woke up sweating in my t shirt, soaked down to my bones i need to go outside so i can see everything that i dream so that i can get out of my head
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Walter Mitty 03:23
i see you dancing in a field and i'm dreaming feels so real and i wanted wanted to be there your feet around and around daisies are dancing they sway to the sound and i wanted wanted to be there you just want to be loved the valley calls your name sit and pray for the rain and smile through the pain smile through the pain you just want to be loved
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i cant help but wonder where you are and how you've been since the last i saw you, you're so quick to hit the wind an easily avoided question, but how come i just cant seem to refrain from asking everyone i know what i should do? "you should grow up, this might be what has to be" and i may write a million songs for you you may never think of me
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Pupa 01:51
your arms are around my waist when we wake up to a new days sound thinking about being clean when freedoms actually so dirty we’re just pupas gathering clues on life’s dirty truths detective pupas your arms are the ground i lay there when I need a truth profound
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Cat Naps 02:03
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Stuporman 03:58
you know baby i'm your biggest fan but you should know that i'm no superman i am something of an also-ran so you should formulate a brand new plan for i am stuporman don't catch me while you can don't try to play the sacrificial lamb in my inbox all i have spam all my dreams are made of marzipan i drank my way into a driving ban for i am stuporman if i'm a country i'm afghanistan if i am sea life i'm a razor clam if you're a wrestler i'm a body slam if you're in a hurry i'm a traffic jam for i am stuporman don't catch me while you can
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change like the seasons i got my reasons why i try to keep it cool so i don't lose my mind i got some demons i keep em to my side i look up to the sky all i see is clouds i gotta watch my step i gotta catch my breath i don't know what's next it just might be death standin' on the edge
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run around in my head make me think that I’m already dead i took everything outside and i don’t remember why but if you asked me i would tell you i just hated seeing things that remind me of you run around in my head make me think that i’m already dead i’ve been reading through old texts dug up pictures that i know i should forget never know what you will find look under the bed and remember everything that you would hide run around in my head make me think that i’m already dead
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Faults 03:27
the weight we carry we pass on to others baton stick in hand the faults are our own that we choose to walk on compacting all the cracks be careful who you point at because someone might lose an eye when deflection and deception are dancing on your mind it’s not a winning game on who will carry the most shame you can wash your hands until you bleed but you’ll never be clean from me i’d like to think forgiving and forgetting both belong in the same setting but without reciprocation all that we have is a deficiency in healing be careful who you point at because someone might loose an eye when deflection and deception are dancing on your mind it’s not a winning game on who will carry the most shame you can wash your hands until you bleed but you’ll never be clean from me
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friends! don't be cruel to yourselves cause you know you got a little, just a little time left to figure it all out, to know who you are now so put the pity down, and turn the music up loud there's only one reality you only get one life to lead come on! come on! use it use it!
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Street 02:08
i'm waiting on the steps i'm staring at the glass throwing rocks at the siding and pulling up the grass you're locking up the door you shutter the garage dry raindrops on the windshield a scatterbrained collage the parking lot is hot the sun is pouring in my drink is spilling over you're stifling a grin the city's looking bright branches line the street the cul-de-sac is quiet we're driving through the leaves i walked outside and sat back down i breathed in real deep and blew it back out i slept upstairs i changed my hair i stood up and grew it back out
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Dirty Grind 02:18
laugh because the friends i know have better taste than who i follow the hyperlink that i click stans so so they have no flow moves so slow i wonder how they have the confidence to make this claim you're just walking around town acting so lame it goes like this i'm scrolling through the group who seems so so i'm so bored now that i give it a go instant cringe content one after the next and I laugh at the dorks stanning the rest now i hate to talk about what i've seen on tv its too easy to call it lazy falling asleep to a mindless drone even bad material is stripped to the bone discussing fantasies of a fascist mind convincing me to be thankful for my dirty grind
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unfamiliar things surrounds me in the distance i see a car driving by in the middle of night foreshortened and far did my hands reach you through this glass i see you so blurred
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I Know 01:54
i know you like it when i say it's done and my blood It boils in time It's fine and i say i see you everyday its something and now i'm going to sleep it worked
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Stars 02:44
nothing's making sense and nothing really matters climbing into bed makes me even sadder pictures on the wall you know i can feel you footsteps down the hall you know i can hear you you just know it all and i want to be near you falling like the rain clouds are all around me i am so afraid and i'm so fucking lonely crying in the car time is moving slowly hiding in the dark wanting you to hold me leaves hang high like stars whispering how they love me
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this is the spotlight this is the stage all of my mundane spirals of rage i watered them down you blur the lines here is my compromise i’ll give you mercy if you give me closure i'll be loud and clear will you cover your ears? will this effort be over? i know it's hard to hear i know its hard i feel like there's a void here you just keep rejecting it no respect for my identity oh no, you’re too wrapped up inside a conversation (look, don’t get me wrong) don’t wanna be rude i wanna be fair but it's really telling how much you care in every absence we submit to habit my very existence is stripped bare now you've put me in a situation where I’m pressed against my abnegation can't get any kind of ventilation when you step devoid of syncopation it’s painfully clear past all the admiration that i’m not really here oh no, i’m just the subject of your conversation there is a fucking void here you just keep neglecting it lost touch with reality oh no, i get so wrapped up in my own frustration hesitation this depersonalization i’m just the subject of your conversation now you've put me in a situation where i’m pressed against my abnegation can't get any kind of ventilation when you step devoid of syncopation it’s painfully clear past all the admiration that i’m not really here oh no, i’m just the subject of your conversation

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The second compilation from Gardenhead Records: a collection of unreleased songs and covers from a diverse group of artists. All the proceeds go back to the artists!

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released August 28, 2020

All original songs by the artists except for "Ugly Brunette" originally by Horse Jumper of Love and "Glow Worms" originally by Vashti Bunyan.
Cover art by Rosie Kelly (IG: @crimsonhoneycake)
Organized and mastered by Etai Fuchs

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